Let me tell you how she’s like, let me try.
She is desire in the veins of a saint. She is pureness in the eyes of a devil. She is music in the ears of a deaf man. She is emotion in the heart of a killer. She is freedom behind the walls of a prison.
She is everything you cannot get hold of.
Oh, She is the world wrapped inside me.
Life is too short for shitty sex and bad relationships. So go find someone who fucks you right and treats you how you deserve to be treated.
I’m fine with being alone until I get into bed. I want to reach across the sheets and feel the girl I love next to me, to wake up with her in my arms or her arm draped over me. I want the late night talks about our childhoods where we have to cover our mouths so the rest of the world can’t hear us laughing and falling deeper in love. I want the bickering over who has more room and her telling me she wants to be big spoon for a change, and I’ll cave sometimes because she’ll know I can’t say no to her. I want to feel safe. I want to feel like I’m not alone anymore because nothing else matters besides the heartbeat of the girl I love laying next to me and the taste of her lips. I want to give her everything I possibly can to make her happy and to be there for when I fail and she needs someone to share the pain with. I want rough sex after a day of stares and wandering hands, I want sweet passionate sex when neither of us can sleep. I want to crawl into bed and find her reading her favorite book or watching her favorite movie and simply lay next to her or rest my head on her lap. I want all of it.
This time last year I was unemployed, broke, and suicidal.
Today, I just got the keys to my first house.
Give it time.
Needed this today
when you hear people preach that it gets better, they aren’t joking. if it’s not better yet, it will be.
this post could literally be saving lives rn and that is why i love this website.
I only want one thing. And that’s you.